#pathetic. i'm disgusted
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Stalking is a crime, yes that includes your yandere boyfriend
Assault is a crime, yes that includes your whumper/whumpee scenarios
Being part of a mob is a crime, yes that includes your sexy son of a mafia boss
Killing is a crime, yes that includes your blorbo
Zoophilia is a crime, yes that includes you liking Nick Wilde
All your "exceptions" from what is and isn't condemnable in fiction are, in real life, a crime as well. Every dark trope falls in the "it would be a crime to commit this irl" category, it's not just the big age gaps with adult/minor ships and the incest, it's ALL of them. All of them are crimes in the real world, by law. The sentence may vary but you'd still be sent to prison. "But I only like it in fiction!"
So do we.
So do we, so can you get off your high horse and just admit that liking dark themes in fiction, ANY dark theme, does not reflect your moral compass in real life and for the love of everything STOP pretending fake murder is better than fake incest? You sound preposterous.
#*drops mic*#fandom discourse#proship#anti censorship#I'm just tired man#if you've ever liked ANY sort of dark theme you're in on it and claiming only those you don't like are disgusting is-#-having some SERIOUS double standards just to save your pathetic ass from being what 'canceled' on the internet? lame.#derangedfujoshi rant
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i love how they both addressed that abuse tends to circulate as this fucking evil awful horrible cycle that only ends when people chose to break the train while also making it clear airi was a fucking revolting disgusting person who tries to justify what she does instead of breaking that cycle who can only whine and cry when a kid who isn't even 14 calls her out on it
#oshi no ko#my star#oshi no ko spoilers#onk spoilers#onk manga#airi himekawa#ai hoshino#i know some people might see airi's breakdown as meaning ot be sympathetic but it felt to me like#just showing how utterly pathetic and disgusting airi was#'I WAS ABUSED LIKE THIS TOO YOU KNOW so i'm gonna pass on the trauma for MY comfort and happiness he doesn't have it as bad as -I- did'#glad she's burning in hell#but oh lord the fucking takes i can hear it now
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the plagiarist posting an "apology" to creators, including myself, who he has ripped for months on end despite us asking him not to while he still has us all blocked is... a choice
#to echo mercymaker:#some of us are literally on mobile#also by 'apology' i mean a statement that is still more about saving face and spreading even more lies while making a pathetic play#at trying to garner scraps of sympathy from the people still supporting him#rather than truly accepting wrongdoing and taking accountability#saying your friends had to tell you to formally apologise and you didn't think it was worth it bc it would fall on “deaf” ears while having#us blocked is already not a great start#and any play at sincerity falls apart the moment you try to pretend you didn't actually do what you did#i have to quote one of my friends here:#trying to STILL pass the hands set off as a coincidence/accident is as bold as it is stupid and disgusting when it was a frame for frame#rip off right down to the scene arrangement#frames and caption#with the greater context of having also stolen almost *all* of my other larger concept sets#it's absolutely insane to me i'm ngl esp considering that this is supposed to be an 'apology'#what are you even 'apologising' for at this point if you are still trying to deny what happened? getting caught?#once again this just goes to show how sincere his 'apologies' truly are#this one is about as worthless as the first from months ago to minthara + mercymaker#text: personal
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I m a g i n e. Picture it.
You're a gunslinger. Have been for a long time. Your reputation proceeds you. Sometimes, that's a good thing. Other times, it's your worst enemy. People either sing your praises and cheer as you walk down the street, or you are constantly looking over your shoulder for the malevolent gazes watching you from the dark. There's no in between. One day, you find yourself at a bar. A rundown bar within a dusty town that seems presumably empty, but you can feel the hostility oozing from every dark corner like a bad omen. You try to ignore it, settling down and ordering a shot of your favorite whiskey. You tell yourself to keep your cool, to act as unsuspecting as possible... but to keep a hand poised near your gun at all times. The bar's swing doors slam open. You glance over your shoulder, raising an eyebrow from under the brow of your dark hat. There stands a red panda; so small, it seems like a bad joke. She is wearing clothes reminiscent to yours, but they're too big for her. It's like she borrowed an older sibling's clothes and then strolled out into town, intent on playing with the big kids.
You don't move, just silently watch this red panda clomp into the bar, heading directly toward you. You don't have anything to say; although, at this point, you questioned if you could even come up with something to say.
The red panda struggles and climbs up the stool, excessively grunting and taking far longer than was comfortable to achieve the action. Once she was finally done, she turns to you, slapping an arm on the bar and asks with the most strained, unhinged laughter you have ever heard in your 45 years of life,
"So. Mouthwashing, am I right-?"
I'm s o r r y. This is all my long, unhinged way to say "I wrote a Mouthwashing fix-it fic in the span of a day and half and wanted to tell you guys, but in the most cursed way possible"
Why did I write this cursed lil ramble to say something which could have easily been said in one sentence??
I don't know.
I'm just showing you guys my weird, niche ability to write really cursed stuff but with such misleading language, you can be tricked into thinking I'm n o t writing an elaborate shit post.
I am obsessed with Mouthwashing, man. I relate to Curly so much, so I wrote a one shot where he actually got it right-
Fun fact; writing this fic, I discovered something about myself.
I really like sort of pathetic, blond himbo men who make mistakes, but ultimately mean well and have a heart of gold.
First, it was Asgore, my beloved. <3 Now, Curly has joined him. Something is wrong with me.
W A I T, C R A P. I JUST REALIZED. IN STARDEW, THE PERSON I LATCH ONTO THE MOST IS SAM. HE'S NOT A MIDDLE-AGED, SCRUNKLY MAN LIKE ASGORE OR CURLY YET, BUT HE'S LIKE. THE BABY VERSION. GOD, HELP ME, I AM REALIZING TERRIBLE THINGS ABOUT MYSELF-
#mouthwashing#I have decided#In another life; that's who I would be#I would be the slightly pathetic blond himbo friend who makes mistakes but ultimately means well#I g u e s s I'm that in *this* life#Only I have red hair and I'm a girl instead of a blond; 40 something year old man-#I don't have a type; s h u t u p-#It's just a coincidence that the men I latch onto all seem to be some variant of slightly pathetic but ultimately big sweetheart blond guy#Then there's just E r r o r#Standing in the corner; the black sheep staring at the others with absolutely disgusted confusion#Smh bold of me to assume Error *isn't* a slightly pathetic but ultimately big sweetheart guy#That's how I end up making him tbh#The only difference is bro doesn't have hair and if he did; it wouldn't be blond#G o d; maybe I do have a type-
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Obligatory Disclaimer #1: Yes, there is a lot of misogyny in the way people talk about the "likability" of female characters. Women in stories can and should be complex, flawed, nuanced, and human, not (just) "likable" (or "sexy" or "mother" or whatever other one-dimensional trope).
Obligatory Disclaimer #2: Yes, I know that an opinion expressed by a character in a story is not necessarily being supported by the narrative itself, or the author, and that people with piss-on-the-poor reading comprehension get this wrong. Good reading comprehension means being able to tell the difference.
Now that we've got that out of the way.
Doesn't it seem like "Female characters don't have to be LIKABLE, you illiterate misogynist!" is often a Privileged Feminist way to silence criticism of... very mainstream bigoted attitudes being presented uncritically in the narrative by being put in the voices of designated "unlikable female characters"?
I love a complex, nuanced, flawed female character. I love an outright villainous female character. I love a character whose flaws and prejudices are slowly picked apart by the narrative. I do not love having the classism, sizeism, and ableism I deal with every day served back to me in Feminist Fiction.
I do not love trying to point out "Hey, this award-winning book you all love, I don't actually like the way the protagonist talks about the working-class fat man. Or the younger woman with anxiety. Or the acquaintance with a disabled child and, like, linoleum floors or something." (Why do I just have all those examples at the ready?)
And being met with "Female characters don't have to be LIKABLE, you illiterate misogynist. Try reading some Serious Literature instead of your fanfic romance YA smut beach reads!"
"Uh, okay, well, it's not so much about the character being likeable as about the way the narrative doesn't seem to challenge the character's, I must reiterate, very widely held prejudices, that makes it seem less like a depiction of a flawed character and more like an uncritical replication of those very widely held prejudices --"
"It's a LITERARY PERSPECTIVE, GOD, didn't you go to SCHOOL? Do you think Lolita is a love story? Do you think Fight Club is about how awesome fighting is?"
"Well, no, but, for example, the way the character was so emotionally abusive to her fat daughter and her neurodivergent son --"
"Uggggh, you don't understand ANYTHING, women don't have to be PERFECT MOTHERS, she's supposed to represent HOW REAL WOMEN FEEL in the face of UNREALISTIC EXPECTATIONS OF PERFECT MOTHERHOOD!"
"So... the unquestioned-by-the-narrative elitism, classism, sizeism, ableism, and ageism are supposed to be... going against societal expectations?"
"OBVIOUSLY! That's how REAL WOMEN REALLY FEEL!"
"I'm a real woman, and I don't feel that way."
"UGGGGGH, YOU ILLITERATE MISOGYNIST, FEMALE CHARACTERS DON'T HAVE TO BE RELATABLE!"
#whatever book you think i'm talking about#yes it's that one#including the ones i haven't read#because it's all of them#“is this a bold unlikable female protagonist? or just an elitist asshole who vomits classism for 400 pages?”#why is there always a “weak sniveling” young woman with anxiety#why is there always a disgusting fat working class man#why is there always somebody with a disabled child and linoleum floors#linoleum floors are great actually especially if you have a disabled child who throws up a lot#why is there always a former gifted young adult son who dropped out of college for a nervous breakdown or something#why is there always a fat daughter who's actually like a medium#why#why are you thinking of 12 books right now#her husband is cheating with the anxious younger woman and it's supposed to be so pathetic because of how weak and sniveling she is#the family with the linoleum floors and the disabled child will also have a big messy dog who makes messes on the linoleum floors#media criticism#literary trends#lit fic#fandom shit#literary snobbery is socially and politically useless
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i dont have a point to living anymore
im just an annoyance to my friends.
hell thats if they could even call me that
they hate me.
they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate m they hate me.
i dont know what to do about it anymlre
they hate me.
its justified
but i cant change it
everything is only getting worse
everything is only going to get worse
why am i so stupid
why would i ever think they loved me
why would i ever think they liked me
why am i such an awful person
why dont they just tell me to fucking kill myself already
why am i waiting
why
why.
#j’s a bloody mess#im forgettable.#im no one.#i never will be either.#so then whats the point right?#why even bother trying#no one would care#no one would actually care#hell no one would notice#maybe once after two weeks at most#it wouldnt matter#itd be for the better if i did#i'm a waste of space and resources#everyone would be better off without me#the only thing stopping me is my own selfishness#its disgusting.#why cant i try to do something good for at least once in my pathetic life
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Well, after several days playing other games, I'm glad to see the virtue signaling is still as strong as ever in the FFXIV fandom.
#OOC#the more time passes the more this 'community'#if you can even pretend it's worth calling it that#acts like some weird sect where everyone has to constantly proclaim what they stand for louder than the rest#to prove their worth#but you know what?#piling up on people who were already deplatformed on Tumblr/X as much as could be without staff intervention is pathetic and cowardly#you guys are bullies and I'm disgusted
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I nearly did something silly...Well I did do something silly but I stopped before it got...Worse...
I feel disgusted with myself...
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I think people in the HOTD fandom forget Aegon is a r4pist
#hotd#i get it. he fits the sad little meow meow archetype very well#hot white man with a somewhat sad vibe who ''wants to be loved'' lends itself perfectly to be woobified#and i have no problem with people loving characters who are bad people in-universe#but i seriously do feel they don't take aegon's evil as an interesting part of his character i think they just ignore it#people have viserys for less c'monnn#actually no they were equally bad i think#but ig viserys wasn't young or hot enough for people to ignore the complexity of his character in order to pretend he's a poor bbgorl#like i'm not even against people babyfying evil characters i just wish there was more aknowledgment of them being horrible people#aegon is pathetic and embarrassing and disgusting and I think that's GREAT don't get me wrong#he's not even good at being an antagonist. his brother needs to do it for him because's he's just so useless#yeah his situation was a big tragic ig but let's be real. helaena had it worst#she was the real babygirl all along idk what people see in aegon that they don't see in helaena (other than him being a man ig)
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To be honest, horror stuff always gets cheapened and cringe when they add Christianity into it. Like, my man, you do not need to give me some idiotic afterlife theology loosely based in Christian mythos and ruin the decent scares you had going there.
#why does this always happen to me?#i almost dropped tma when they decided to add a catholic father into it which made my eyes roll SO hard#surprised they didn't fall off#wtnv was fine because it's specifically said their world was based off conspiracy theories being true#and now theh decided to add some kind of hell king that has a genshin character name or whatever into it?#you just ruined what was otherwise a properly terrifying movie :///#also just. christianity and horror don't mix unless you actively are twisting the mythology#it may take a few days to figure out why this makes me scoff in derision asides from being a christian#lemon duck quacks#misc movies#no seriously I'm so disgusted#it wasn't actually that bad. properly grotesque and giving you the heebie jeebies and then the conclusion was so...pathetic?#but i think i had fun?#anyway guy who showed me this. I'm gonna make you listen to tma lost johns cave in revenge#need to show you what real fear is like
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writers stop using fat characters as a mean to express depression and neglect challenge
#rena.txt#^this is about this month's book for my book club#zannoni if i catch you in the middle of the street i'm beating your ass#i wonder why the mere existence of a fat person is always linked to a space that feels pathetic. the guy uses the word schifo (disgust)#every time he's in that house. and ofc there's a comparison to when the woman was beautiful bc she was skinny. inch resting fr i wonder why
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me when I realize we are out of milk!
#jester#clown#joker#stanczyk#lol#funny#relatable#meme#lonliness#I'm fucking scared of future#I didn't want to be this#nobody needed me at this party#disgusting liars and pathetic cowards#kings queens politicians all burn to death#sky is beautiful
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my shy, anonymous hot take of the evening (which u don't necessarily Need to publish, i dont want to kick off a Discussion i just want you specifically to know) is that rpers who are close to canon are actually so refreshing and i prefer it tbh. bless u and all u do
[[Okay no - this means a LOT and gives me chance to rant <3 To this day, and probably for the rest of my life, I still remember that the VERY first anon I got on my previous Raivis blog in 2011/2012ish was someone insisting that I play him wrong because "Latvia shouldn't be a coward. It's insulting." I didn't have the words to argue back when I was 15/16. I gave some half-assed response, but it didn't get the crux of the issue. Fandom often boils characters down into two types: stoic, deadpanned ones who are unwavering in the face of danger, who carefully control each reaction to only show what they wish to be shown. . . and shitlords who are chaotic and quirky, and who will quip out one-liners in the face of danger, but never show deeper emotional experiences beyond what is needed for plot or memes. Being scared is inherently viewed as weak. Raivis is not weak. Raivis is terrified, overwhelmed, anxious, ruminating, and easily spooked, but he is not weak. There is strength in kindness. To see some of the worst the world has to offer, to be broken down over and over through multiple empires hellbent on exploiting land and people they refuse to respect, to be trapped in a physical form much smaller and more feeble than those around him, to have all that and still choose kindness: That is strength. To look at the pain one has gone through and stubbornly refuse to let it harden one's heart, to reach out to those even more vulnerable than one's own self, to hold true to one's morals even when no one would blame him for faltering or being selfish: That is strength. Looking at an uncaring world and daring to care anyways: That is strength.
This isn't even going into his being a literal genius, "an astounding guy," capable of "doing incredible things." Canon quotes. However, these details are tossed aside because he's also a crybaby, unassertive, and reactive. Time and time again, anxiety is only treated as an interesting character trait if it's the quiet, creeping dread that isn't too obtrusive to other characters or the readers. The moment it becomes a problem for those around them, it's an annoying character, never mind that high reactivity is common in PTSD-related anxiety, never mind that mental health struggles are, in fact, often fucking intrusive.
Struggling is not weak. Crying and fearing and worrying are not weak. Vulnerability is not weak. Emotions are not weak. Canon Raivis is not weak and I will fight anyone who says otherwise. THANKS FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK.
#can you tell this clusterfuck of a little survivorman has been my hyperfixation for 13 years? almost HALF MY LIFE?#i have no mouth and i must scream#And don't get me started on Liet???#I'm sorry the dude literally called AN ALL AROUND GREAT GUY who is strong as hell and always ready to defend those he cares for is...#disgusting and pathetic? pitiable? All things I've seen people say#DUDE WILL BAKE YOU KUGELIS AND CLEAN YOUR HOME AND BE FULL MOM FRIEND#BUT ALSO WILL TERRIFY YOUR ENEMIES WITH MASTER SWORDSMANSHIP AND STILL FIND TIME TO REEL YOU IN WITH MORE PRACTICAL MINDSETS#GET YOU A MAN WHO DOES IT A L L I S2G
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Today's LGBT+ Headcanon is;
Ingun Blackbriar from Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim-Lesbian
Status: Alive (Dependant on player actions)
#Ingun Blackbriar#Elder Scrolls#Skyrim#lesbian#lgbt headcanon#character of the day#wlw#video games#lgbt#headcanons#fandoms i'm in#personal headcanon#keuw#((I legit have a crush on her the vibe she gives is disgusting and I am pathetic for her))#((My taste in people is weird))#alive#deceased#Schrodinger's gay
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#my intrusive thoughts don't make me Unloveable and disgusting#i say on repeat as my mind keeps thinking of the most vile disgusting things ever on this planet#how did this even get into my head and if I shared it would anyone want anything to do with me anymore#i don't want to keep this in my head but sharing it won't automatically stop it#but it will make others disgusted that those things could even be thought up in my mind wouldn't it#i feel. bad. and angry at myself. for even thinking of this.#i say I can't control it but the thoughts are in my mind. im still thinking it.#it's either pathetic that i can't control my own mind#or disgusting that I can think that and then subconsciously or something trick myself into thinking that it's not actually me.#and im sick and tired of all of these horrid thoughts but they aren't gonna go away soon#and hey it's usually not constant. im even able to (sorta terrifying considering what the thoughts are)#forget about it sometimes#so hey. can't be that bad right. ill push through it and be fine! im strong enough.#but I've said that multiple times before and it got worse and eventually was just a lie.#I'm horrible#sorry for the bother if anyone has to read these tags#i just. needed to think 'out loud' so to say
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When I'm cooking for the fandom (me and the five other bitches in the entire Internet who got plagued by the same specific brainrot)
#Why God WHY do I always end up shipping rarepairs#STOP GIVING ME YOUR HARDEST BATTLES#I remember years ago I looked up a ship I liked on ao3 and the fucking tag didn't even EXIST#I had to make things from scratch#Half the fics in the fandom are written by me#Then I get to another fandom and Boom. I get obsessed over another rarepair with a total of 10 people liking them#Yay#And don't get me started on “But why do you even ship these two it doesn't make any sense/is disgusting/weird/bla bla”#I don't choose the ship the ship's choosing me#pain#rarepair hell#ao3#I literally got the highest grade degree of english because I had to read consume and create the media/art/book I liked#My writing may have improved... But at what cost#I'm “talking to chatgpt about my blorbos bc there's nobody else to chat with about them” level desperate#Which is pathetic but so is my situation so I'm owning it
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